Homesick...

I miss Alaska. A lot. If I could, I'd buy a plane ticket and visit for a while, but I can't afford it. I'm afraid that if I did manage that, though, I wouldn't come back, and leaving Abe would break my heart. I don't know what to do...

It's bizarre to me that I miss a place that was only my home for 2 and a half years more than I ever missed the place I was born, grew up in and so on. Only Mum really understands what it's like.

I'm at a loss as to what to do...