Sunday, July 27, 2008

The Dark Knight and other stuff

I just got back from seeing The Dark Knight, finally! It was FANTASTIC! I highly recommend everyone to see it, except small children and whose who are easily frightened. I won't give anything away, but I will say two things: one - Harvey Dent (aka Harvey Two-Face) is CREEPY! And two - Heath Ledger, as The Joker, steals every scene he is in. All-in-all, an awesome movie!

Now for the other stuff.

Alex finally saw his son, Lucien, for the first time since February, I think it was. I'm happy for him, but this part of the post isn't really related to him seeing Lu again. It's more about the fact that all the bullshit that Hannelle caused has now been dredged back up inside me. I need to get past it all, but I don't know how. I can't simply forget it, I've tried that and it doesn't work. I have a sick desire for them to know exactly how scummy I think they are. To feel all the hurt they've caused Alex and I. To see themselves as how many others see them - as lying whores. I just don't know how to do it.

Suggestions, please!

Anyway, enough for now.

- beckoned

2 comments:

Ramblings of Sera Rose said...

I really don't know what to say. Unfortunately there is no instant cure to get over things like this. I still get mad at the whole Jeannie/BC situation and that was almost a year ago now! As cliche'd as it sounds, it does take time. Karma will come back and bite them in the arse...Hannelle and Jeannie/BC...Just you wait!

beckoned said...

I think that for me now, it's just sheer anger at them (with a tiny bit of hurt still) for showing no remorse whatsoever. And I'm positively FURIOUS for them doing what they've done to Alex. But you're right. Karma will come back and bite them and Jeannie and BC...we just have to wait.